My Heart Beats

My Heart Beats

My heart beats
My heart beats a lot
With every thump a new thought
So much sometimes I wish I could make it stop
I'd love the silence
I'd love the sleep
I'd love to stop thinking
My gifts
My destroyer
Myself
My heart beats
My heart beats a fucking lot
With every thump a new thought
Can't I make it stop
My own reoccurring chains
Scheduled guest appearances
Can't you all just disappear
My heart beats
My heart beats a fucking lot
Maybe too much for you
Too much for me
Don't you think I'd rather not think
Don't you think I'd rather be thoughtless
So laughing
And joking
All the time
I'm the self proclaimed king of hearts
Did I mention my heart beats a fucking lot