Things Thomas Loves at 4am

-Walking home from work with a cigarette (American Spirit, hardly a real cigarette)

-Layers in the winter (especially fingerless gloves, and they really have no point, but make me feel a little homeless)

-The view from my window ( I can't wait to see snow fall over the city from my window, it always carries a magical feeling)

-Old love letters (I've kept every single one that has ever been given to me. I have a poem framed and hanging in my bed room that a boy gave me in 8th grade. He tore it out of his journal and to be honest, I don't even think he wrote it for me. I think he gave it to me because he felt bad about how much I liked him. I even keep the letters that people give me when they are mad at me, or me at them.)

-Cheese burgers from Renaissance with fried well done

-Alfie (for always being able to dance)

-Tweaks ( misery loves company)

-The poster size picture of Billy Corgan I took at a concert and framed this week.

-All of my emotions (I find myself trying to discredit them based on logic, and fuck it. I shouldn't feel badly about feeling intense about anything. It's a nice reminder that I'm alive and kicking)

-iTunes (allows me to purchase albums at 4am that I shouldn't)

-Horrible grammar

-Scruffy 

-Roseanne re-runs

-The cactus sitting in my living room that someone gave to me

-Margaret (even if she has no memory, I think she loves me)

-The lights from Time Square

-Tears

-White t-shirts

-My tattoo

-Drunk text messages (none tonight, but they always make me laugh)

-Playing pool

-Pinball machines

-LOST

-Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream

-Mask class

-The cardboard with the smiley face on it (Kelly sent me a box of gifts with a cardboard piece on top. It had a smiley face drawn on with a marker. Simply two dots and a line for a mouth. I have it framed, it is one of my favorite things in the entire world).

-Concerts (I always find such freedom in screaming along and jumping around. I have so many great memories of concerts and them just being huge releases)

-The scary mask I always photograph my friends wearing

-Peeing

-Doing too much cardio at the gym

-Sundays

-Fairy tales (I get lost in them. Sometimes I think maybe I am just waiting for my life to become one)

-Shoes

-James Franco

-And at this moment "Untouched" by The Veronicas